crisfred
The road to sucess is not straight.
There is a curve called FAILURE.
A loop called CONFUSION.
Speed bumps called BAD FRIEND.
Red lights called ENEMIES.
Caution lights called FAMILY.
You will gave flat there called JOBS.
But,if you have a spare wheel called DETERMINATION.
An engine called PERSEVERANCE.
Insurance called FAITH.
A driver called GOD.
You will make it to a place called 'SUCESS' be succesful always.
crisfred
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is
Don't stay because you think "it will get better"
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.

He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up..

Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behavior.* Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...
Even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...
Compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships....
There is nothing cute about baggage...
Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...
A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...
Look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted

Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.*
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful: Dr. Phill

You should know that:
You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one.

They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices.
Make the right one.

Ladies take care of your own hearts....

Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...

You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.
crisfred
andainya ku mempunyai kuasa
ku inginkan kuasa menukar tarikh
ku inginkan kuasa menukar jam
ku inginkan kuasa menukar pemikiran orang
wahahahahaha.......



andainya ku tahu

ku akan menjadi begini
ku takan biarkan ku berada di sini pada mula2nya

tapi bukannya ku boleh mengubah apa2 pun


itulah ku mengatakan andainya ku tahu
ku tahu ku ada kuasa ajaib........




waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh




akan ku 'freez' semua benda kat tempat ku...



kejam kan...


memang...


ahahhaa.....


ku mok makan....



makan seafood........








aaaaaaaaaaa



manusia yg bermurahan hati...


sila la belanja ku makan.....


done


sambung study gik k...



ahahahhahahahahaha






christine
crisfred
tgh buat revision math bab differentiation n integration...
bagaikan mok gila la juga fahamkan konsep intergration...

byk benda perlu di ambil perhatian....

but slowly i strated to understand.....


thank you GOD...


never give up n try my best not to get LOVE LETTER from HEP....



i DONNT WANT....




thank you, HEP u can keep that letter to urself cz im not going to love it so much.....




done



continue studying........


christine
crisfred
studying math is fun...
studying math is enjoyable...
studying math make me feel genius...


but STUDYING MATH 4 EXAM make ME WANNA DIE.....




i can
i CANNT

but I CAN


can anyone tell me how to study intergration in a fun way...




PLEASE......
crisfred
selamat pagi malaysia..
hari ini hari sabtu...
bukan sabtu yg biasa..
hari ini sabtu yg pelik..

ahahahahaha.....



saja jak padah sabtu yang pelik...


cz ada asrama terbuka ba..



tgh menanti geng2 di sebrang dtng ke bilik utk bercerita....

kawan2 yg sekepala deh....


u guys are rock....
crisfred

crisfred
tepat jam 6.30 waktu tempatan, aku selamat tiba di bintulu...3 bulan menghilangkan diri...menanam kacang panjang dan sawi nun di semongok, aku kembali semula ke upmkb...gembira dapat bertemu semula dengan kawan-kawan yang aku tinggalkan buat sekian lama...huhuhuhu...aku salam, diorang kata "fred ko makin gemuk la..." ahahaha...mana taknya, aku semakin lama semakin bahagia...hehehehe...17 hb ni aku pegi miri...ada la...jumpa seseorang yang sangat2 istimewa dalam hidup aku...sebab tu aku sengaja datang awal...datang lambat pun no hal, cume buat presentation dengan submit report...tu je keja kamiorang....ehehehe...tapi 17 hb ni adalah hari yang penuh bermakna...kita tunggu dan lihat apa yang bakal berlaku....
crisfred

Remioromen - 3 Gatsu 9 ka Lyrics..

Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa wo kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsuzukimasu

Afure dasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshi zutsu asa wo atatamemasu
Ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kizuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

Sunabokori hakobu tsumujikaze
Sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nan da ka kirei de mitoremashita

Umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
Ten wo aogeba sore sae chiisakute

Aoi sora wa rin to sunde
Hitsujigumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hana saku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Wakachiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase

Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

~~~English Translation~~~


In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away

With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring

The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I'm a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn

I'm standing at the door to a new world
What I've realized is that I'm not alone

If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you

The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn't look away

There are things that don't go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small

The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I'll be happy

From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me

If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you

crisfred


i miss someone.......
i miss his hug.....
i miss his kiz on my forhead.......
i miss holding his hand......

i MIZ HIM........

crisfred
have you ever lost hope in your life...
have you ever think ur life is nothing...
have you ever thout that u are useless in the society.....

well all this thinking come when there is no faith n no hope in GOD........
when face a black hole @ the lowest point in our life..
what come straight to our mind.....
GIVE UP OURSELVES.....
NOT CONTINUE READ TO READ THE BOOK OF PROMISES...

well
we at this moment shud have hope in the Lord.......
no matterr how big the sins are....
nothing can separate us from God...

what to know the truth......
open the BIBLE n turn to
Romans 3: 23-24..
'Everyone has sinned and is far away from God's saving presence. But by the free gift of God's grace all are put right with Him through Christ Jesus who sets them free'

nah....
believe in His word, that you can feel his gracious...

when we starts to believe in Him..
Hope must come together...
Hope helps us to focus on our future, especialy eternal future and gives us energy to press on in our daily life...

Those who life in The hope of God will have abundant blessing in life.

read on Philippians 3:13-14...
"Of course, my friends, I really do not think that I have already won it; the one thing I do, however is to forget what is behind me and do my best to reach what is ahead. So, I run straight toward the goal in order to win the prize, which is God's call through Christ Jesus to the life above"

So, have hope in Life coz God's have eternal plan for every each of the soul on the earth.

Jeremiah 29:11 have the truth(bukan rekaan)
" I alone know the plans I have for you to bring you prosperity and not disaster, plans to bring about the future you Hope for"


believe in the word of Bible, and the truth is shown...
crisfred
dikala satu petang yang indah..
ku menikmati makanan yang sgt enak...
n ku dgn member yng lain berpakat utk kembali ke IPS...
dalam perjalanan....

UNCLEEEEEEE...........
POP!!!!!!!!!!........

huhuhuhuuhuhuhuhu.......

bermula la kisah sedih....



kenapa ni.........
ermmmm...tayar van kesayangan kami pancit...

waaa tau mok buat apa....


that the HERO..yang kat bawah la....2 orng ya menyemak jak.....


chaoi kev.....adalah juara, andalah johan......bakat terpendam pada seorang penari



k
kevin dengan sekuat tenaga........
aaaaaaaaaayaaaaaa......

akhirnya berjaya sudah.....


itu dia......
hati gembira lalu menjadi role model tiang kejap......
ahahahahaha.......

aduh..jes mengeluh.......
gimana ni....





akhirnya skesta dan drama itu habis di situ.....
crisfred




crisfred
now is 5 pm........
juz woke up...
dream nothing...
well, nothing much to say...
tomorrow im going back to the world of student...........
assignmentssssss waiting for me....
then
exam
final exam
HOLIDAY



yeahhhhhhhh........
crisfred
creating email 4 mummy.....
lembap punya internet.......
bosan beta tunggu.......
but, for mummy's sake n easier for to chat wif mummy...
i have to be patient.......














FINALLY....
mummy has an email......
crisfred


society.....
world...
people...
have turn up side down...
things has change fort backwards..

i need changes...
YOU need changes too....
i cant help myself to be hypocrite cz i hate hypocrite...

plz let me be im the world where can i find peace, true love, freedom, unity, no hatred
well, this sound so the prefect world which
unreal........

let me think...
let me in my own world thinking...

AND

1 day will changed the world's mind...












crisfred
LAWAK BODOH 1

Pada suatu ptg seorang wanita pergi berjumpa doktor gigi.........

Wanita : "Selamat ptg doktor !!!"
Doktor : "Ptg bole saya bantu?"

Sambil naik ke tempat tidur wanita tersebut lalu mengangkangkan kakinya... doktor itu terkejut dan berkata...

Doktor : "Maaf puan saya doktor gigi bukan doktor sakit puan..."
Wanita : "Saya tahu lagi pula saya tidak bermasalah dengan anu saya..."
Doktor : "Lalu kenapa puan mengangkang?"
Wanita : "Saya ingin doktor mencabut gigi suami saya yang tersangkut di anu saya..."
Doktor : "@#^*@%#&*????????"


LAWAK BODOH 2

Adalah satu suami isteri tinggal kat rumah diorang.....c suami asyik berfoya2 dgn pempoan len....

Suatu hari c isteri dah tak tahan dgn acting suami dier....

lalu dia pun nak bunuh suami nyer.....sebelum membunuh,adalah dialog diorang ni.....

Isteri::Bersedia lah untuk mati abang.....(sambil memegang pisau)

Suami::Ehhh....kenapakah kau nak bunuh aku?

Isteri::Aku dah tak tahan dgn kerenah abang!!!

Suami::Apakah niat yg lain mu membunuh aku? (sedang menangis)

Isteri::..........erm.....NAWAITU BUNUH ORANG GUNA PISAU KERANA ALLAH TAALA........agaknyer lah.......itu kot niat aku

Lalu suami pun mati........di bunuh..........bodoh punya isteri....mana ade niat camtu!!!

hehehehehehe.......

i got it from my friends to cheer up ur days.....
crisfred
a morning started with dating wif love one.....
smile trough the day....
crisfred
having class now....
madam hairani class...
n im posting a blog in her class..
if she noe, mati beta......
hehehehehehe......
crisfred
High risk infection to person yg smooking, has atshma, children, pregnant woman

Beginner stage
Batuk, selsema, demam, sakit tekak, bila terbesin bunyi tak kuat...

Second Stage
Susah bernafas, simtom macam asthma but not asthma, at this stage if you touch the person, or breath in the same room 80% boleh kena...masa ni kena kuarantin...at hospital. Masalahnya sekarang dah ramai yg kena.. hospital tak cukup katil & bilik kuarantin...Bila u pengsan macam nak mati baru dia org admitted.macam kes adik I.

Critical
Lung infection. Bila X ray we can see the virus covered the lung. Like my brother case. Very scary bila tengok x ray tu. At this stage u need oksigen with highest level, Strongest antivral..very high drug. At least 7 days oksigen kena bagi. % to recover depend to age, imune badan u. That's why kalau baby atau budak2 susah nak kata...normally die. My brother hari ni genap 8 hari..still need oksigen. Kesian dia. Masa tahap critical tu tercungap2 dia bernafas, sampai menangis...Sampai satu tahap dia berguling atas simen sbb dah tak tahan...sampai dia give up ..sampai dia blh cakap lebih baik Allah ambik nyawa dia...Itu lelaki tu..imagine kalau pompuan atau budak2. We all cuma blh tengok dia dari cermin...tak blh masuk dlm bilik kuarantin..Dr & nurse aje boleh masuh...siap pakai baju plastik. To support him, what we did bagi sms, bagi dia alquran biar dia baca so that dia tenang, bagi tasbih biar dia zikir ingat Allah & bagi Air yasin...Alhamdulillah pastu dia ok sikit.Ada hikmahnya...All the family member unite to support my brother fighting the virus.

Masalahnya hospital swasta tak terima H1N1 case, sekarang ni semua depend hospital kerajaan yg most of the doctors still young . The oldest dr in my brother ward was 28 years. All the Otai dah pergi private. Lepas tu plak this is the first time to treat H1N1 patient. At the same time dr bz with other case as well...1 doktor 5 patient...kat gov hospital...kesian dr2 tu...berhempas pulas nak selamatkan patient. I appreciate them, mmg very appreciate dia org jaga adik i dgn baik sekali..So far hospital Ampang is the best goverment hospital yg i jumpa..very efficient.Very quick action ..Even senior dia org dah pergi private & they don't have much experience , dia org tetap work hard give the best treatment to the patients..sampai tak balik rumah...tidor kat hospital.

Rasa nak peluk & cium dia org sebab selamatkan adik I...



Cerita berkongsi bersama untuk renungan.....
crisfred
ermmm
starting the week of the new comers, lots of thing had happened n link to each other...
during that week on Thursday, i caught a fever wif running nose n cough...
went to the poli but still i was not recovered..
then i went for a 'urut-mengurut' at lydia's room then it feel much better the next day..

then after a week, i caught fever for the SECOND time...
i felt very the bery miserable....
aaaaaaaaaaa........
i hate to be sick...

then the new monster which known H1N1 is spreading around the sarawak as fast as 100000m/s
i was really never coz i had all the symptom...
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....
seriously if i was resulted as positive H1N1, i could not cope with it...

then i get lydia n jez to urut me again cz i want to be recover from my fever..
finally i in the PINK of health ..

huurrrrraaaaayyyyyyy
thank GOD...

then a new chapter of life pop again...
IPSM was being quarantined for a week...

hurraay cz no clazz but huhuhuhuhu for had to stuck in ipsm for a week....
i was out of money n had to tebalkan muka borrow my beloved sis's money
thank you ayen...

then after a week of quarantined..
everything get to normal.....

yeah yeah...

then yesterday we had encountered a very funny aka miserable aka don't wat to say
2 ambulanz came to ips for GOD sake some1 make n prank call n we experienced blackout for TWICE...

best sgt2......


that the stories for update...
crisfred
semalam, gue,jez n barbara(junior since skul) pergila beli tiket bas balik kuching...
MTC menjadi pilihan di hati.....
ahahahahaha.......
cuti tok ku balit dan 4 orng junior n seperti biasa part lesbo ku Jessica...

pasya g tangga wayang..
crita harry potter and the half blood prince...


BEZ, p kan harry n pelakon yang lain expect harmonie semua dah x kacak gik.......
huhuhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhu
the first harry potter lagi bez....

episode crita harry kali tok, pak cik tua ya(dumbelore-x tau gnye eja) dah mati n enta kenapa ku pun rasa sedih..
huhuhuhuhuhu

serius...terasa ku time nya dibunuh snape...
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu......

ya jak la ku mok padah sebenarnya........

ehehehehehe.....
crisfred
hari ini bermula dengan satu permulaan yang amat sempurna...
ku mulakan pagiku dengan bersenam..
menjaga kesihatan la konon dalam keadaan terpaksa...
ahahahahaha...
sebenarnya hari ini ku da gotong-royong kolej kediaman..
kerjaku dengan member kelasku yang lain memberikan ampaian lelaki...
ermmm mcm2 la yang ku jumpa..
dari atas sampai ke bawah..
ehehehehehehehehe............
p benda yang paling mearik perhatianku adalah cara penyidaian baju...
ermmmm
rata2nya ku cuma boleh bagi 50/100 dari pandangan seorng perempuan tentang cara penyidaian...
bukan mengatakan aku ni prefect, but I AM..
ahahahahahaha............
kenyataan ba...
cuba banyangkan perempuan menyidai baju sejak dari rumah lagi, tetapi lelaki hanya sidai baju sejak masuk IPS(kira2 lepas SPM)...
sapa lagi terer....
mestilah perempuan..
kan kan kan...




sekarang,
kerjaku dah abis..
tak tahu nak buat apa....


buat apa ho...

ermmm
buat assignment....
ku ada mood tapi....................





EIC, soalannya sangat susah.......



aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.......
crisfred
Read only if you have time for God
Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end












God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...











I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work.





















Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is..... Exactly, what has caused a lot of the problems in our world today.



















We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning...

















Maybe, Sunday night...















And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.





We do like to have Him around during sickness....


















And, of course, at funerals.


















However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...















Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.





May God forgive me for ever thinking...















That... There is a time or place where..





HE is not to be FIRST in my life.
























We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.















If, You aren't ashamed to do this...















Please follow the directions.





Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.'















Not ashamed?









Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!












Yes, I do Love God.





HE is my source of existence and Savior.





He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)





This is the simplest test.





If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you...





Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you!




Now do you have the time to pass it on?





Make sure that you scroll through to the end.





Easy vs. Hard





Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?





Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?





Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?





Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....





There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!





Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.





Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).





Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?





Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them





Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.





I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.












And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it was sent out to many more.
crisfred
a day just come to the end...
now is at the end of July..
august is coming soon..
then September will show his face..
and the rest of the month is coming soon...
its feel like 2009 is coming to end VERRY soon..
it is just like a blink of an eye and the end of the year just appearance...
errrmmmmmmmmm.........

wat have i done for 2009...
eeerrmmmm..
should done somthing to be remember, but wat?...
think christine think.....
crisfred
now is 8.39pm....
im trying to memorise the FALSAFAH PENDIDIKAN NEGARA...
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.........
TRYING MY VERY BEST....

let see n test my memory..

Falsafah Pendidikan Negara

Pendidikan di Malaysia adalah satu usaha yang berterusan kearah lebih memperkembangkan potensi individu secara menyeluruh dan bersepadu untuk melahirkan insan yang seimbang dan harmonis dari segi intelek, rohani, emosi dan jasmani, berdasarkan kepercayaan dan kepatuhan kepada Tuhan. Usaha in adalah bertujuan untuk melahirkan masyarakat Malaysia yang berilmu pengetahuan, berketrampilan, berakhlak mulia, bertanggungjawab, berkeupayaan mencapai kesejahteraan diri serta memberi sumbangan terhadap kerharmonian dan kemakmuran keluarga masyarakat dan negara.

tadadaaaaaaaaaaaa........
above is Our Falsafah Pendidikan Negara...
crisfred
PIANO...
MUSIC...
AM I INTERESTED IN IT...
ermmmm.....

i think i am...
i think i should get a lesson n try my little bakat on it...
i noe i can play piano...
i get the gen from my dad..

erm feel wanna go back home n bring the piano to maktab...

crisfred
"never have relationships with your classmate bcoz if it goes wrong, it's gonna be hard to fix"....
crisfred
This is beautiful!

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'


The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university..'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :

'Dear Mom,

I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day.. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.


Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important.. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in th e same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone.. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

( Let's see Satan stop this one. )

Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves 'When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

This is beautiful! Try not to cry.